I was greatly enjoying being apart of a certain Model Search, proud that I had taken a step out of my shell and was taking a chance at a dream..... until a certain contestant had to get a nasty friend involved and write mean things online ..... after reading that I was much to average looking to deserve winning this compition and his much more Drop, Dead Gorgeous friend deserved to be recieving more votes then me....the fun was gone. The spell was broken. And me being to much of a sensitive person was left feeling hurt...and a tad humiliated....
Which got me thinking...why have so many people lost the ability to be polite? Were has chivilary and lady-like behaviour gone??
I work in a prestigeous business area in quite a large corporate office.... but this morning while in the tearoom I
WHAATTTTTTTTT???????
I am still in shock and it's 1.46 in the afternoon now!!!
Why are people so rude AND crass, why is it easier for people to laugh and poke and prod and tease?
What happened to speaking words of kindness and love... having the restraint to not speak your mind when what you have to say has the ability to cut another person right through the heart??
Why do we only love and worship ourselves....??
Anyways after all my WHY's i came to the realization that the clouds out my window are not going to be giving me the answers so i have added it to my THINGS TO RESEARCH list ...yes i do have a list...do not tease me...you will hurt my feelings :)
ANYWAY I thought i would leave you with a verse i live my life by... because I believe in Kindness and Love and all things beautiful ...and no matter howmany people continue to try and hurt me....I won't retaliate because...
“So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets." Mathew 7:12
Love ALWAYS!
Arnold
XoXo